i've been watching this taiwanese basketball soap opera a friend lent me these past couple of days. today i finished the 6th episode, and i can't believe that i actually made it this far and i know i'll probably finish watching the whole thing. despite of the dramatic, unrealistic story plot with cute-looking but ultra stupid characters, this soap opera keeps you coming back for more by the way they end the story in each episode - they end at the climax. arghh. so you fall in the circle of coming back to find out what's next as you slide in the next vcd. and then the next. and the next. and in this case it's me pressing the eject button.

it's fun actually, a break for my usual routine of the past few months of surfing the web and stuff. having things to look forward to can be really motivational. like my upcoming rafting trip in june! i can't wait. it's like as though the river is waiting for me and i can't wait to jump into it, basking in the sun at the same time. that's recreational side. work side, talking to my boss has always inspired me to learn more and more, to become a very knowledgable individual in my area of work. that's what happened today, and it helped me to focus and set a goal - to know the body inside out. it's gonna take a lot of work, but i really want to become the best in what i'm only good at now.

yeah!

ok i gotta go in a few minutes, but after such a long time i think writing something even for a few mintues is a huge step. (thanks for bugging stel)

everything has been the same, even though a lot had been done. it's like as though the process didn't happen. but then come to think about it, if it had not happen, i won't be feeling alittle more relax even with the coming future uncertainty. and this uncertainty has made me appreciate things that are happening right now so much more. like the friends, the activities, my work, my special someone. lots and lots.

gotta go. be back soon.