Once again

it's been some time since i last wrote. hmmmm 1 1/2 years? since the start of 2003. yay. yay~~!!! i feel good about this.

so much stuff has happened, lots and lots. alright i'll stop being cheesy here. stella is here with me! she came over from singapore to SF on Sunday and the feeling was really weird. good weird. a very exciting kind of weird! the last time i saw her was 3 years ago, when i was back in Singapore... and to think these 3 years the friendship between us didn't damper but instead strengthen. darn it's expensive too, with all those phone bills. but it's nothing compared to this bond we have :) after 3 years we still click so well - she's still loud and noisy and i'm still anal in our own ways.

so yea, have been going crazy shopping with her these few days, i love it! waking up late each morning and knowing someone is doing the same thing, well in this case like stel, makes me feel so much better about myself. have been spending alot of time with my aunt and josephine and anita too, and everyday is the same yet different. know what i mean? when you realize that happiness is in the simplest things you can ever find - people who love you and you love in return, all that irony of planning to do everything but finding joy in doing nothing. alright maybe that's subjective but it's working for me.

geeee writer's block. is that what it is? all of a sudden i am not sure of what to write. or maybe it's because i have so much inside i want to say that i don't know what to say. well... cut it short, i'm happy :) graduated, got a job, am still playing ball... i'm really happy! :) San Francisco has people and things for me to go back to. it's been quite some time, away from home, but i am starting to find something special in somewhere once again.

game time with anita!